For years I worked in marketing and would tell people that I really wanted to be a music producer. Yet I rarely actually sat down to produce music. I said the all right things but did nothing.
The reason for this was fear. I was so scared of not producing a masterpiece when I sat down to write, that I wouldnāt try.
I was petrified of not living up to my own highly set standard.
It may seem really obvious now, but it wasnāt to me at the time.
It’s what Steven Pressfield, author of āThe War of Artā, calls āResistanceā.
That universal force that holds back creativity. Procrastination, fear, anxiety, self doubt etc.
āThe most important thing about art is to work. Nothing else matters except sitting down every day and trying.āĀ Steven Pressfield
I have never studied composition. I did a crash course in music production over twelve evening classes and thatās it. The rest of what I have learned is a result of trial and error (and maybe a few too many YouTube tutorials).
Iāve basically spent the last ten years failing. And I donāt mean that in a negative sense. Iāve spent ten years learning. And most of that learning comes from the mistakes rather than success. After all, what is experience other than a series of mistakes from which we learn?
If you havenāt read āThe War of Artā I seriously recommend doing so, if only for the chapter on Resistance.
Being a freelance creative (musician, composer, producer) can be a very daunting prospect. But donāt let the fear hold you back. You have to start somewhere.
Because if you want to become a professional creative you are going to have to start failing and be completely ok with it.
Recommended reading: The War of Art
